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May. 24th, 2012

gate

He finally made it

I'm wondering where the hell these past two years went because it felt as if I just graduated high school with my fellow senior class.

Anyways, my boyfriend of two and a half years (Well, it'll be two and a half years at the end of the month) finally graduated high school, and he graduated Valedictorian. I'm so proud of him. Again, I am wondering where the hell the time went. Regardless, he finally made it, and he's off to greater heights.

He has matured over the time I've spent with him, and I know he'll fulfill his dreams and desires. Hopefully, we'll be able to spend some more time together now that he's out.

Overall, cheers to him and I'm really proud of him. I love you so much, babe.

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May. 14th, 2012

time

Temperature's rising again

I'm into my second week of summer and already, not a lot's happening. Well, the only thing that did happen was me going with my boyfriend to his senior prom, which was fun. I got out of the house, and I got to see some friends I hadn't seen in a while. Well, since the Adventuredome trip, at least. Near the end of it, my boyfriend crashed big time and he was so tired that he was half-asleep for the last hour. I wanted to cuddle him like a teddy bear. Nonetheless, the two of us had a good time.

Secondly, my mom met up with her doctor to discuss how the progress of her voice is. Apparently, with that struck nerve, it's going to take quite a bit of time to heal, up to a year at maximum. Each day, the nerve grows by one millimeter, so there is some sort of progress going on. I knew it was going to take time, but I never expected to take up to that much time at the most. My mom is already restless about her voice and she's just dying to have it back. I hear improvement each day, but again, it's going to take time.

Decided to hit town tomorrow to pick up a Nintendogs + Cats game since I've already beaten the two 3DS games I own and I'm a little restless for another game. Well, for my Ocarina of Time one, I say the main storyline since I still have yet to touch the Master Quest version. Also, I plan to pick up a couple Starbucks Frappuccinos, one for me and one for my mom as a late Mother's Day present since she had to work that day. She decided to try something new, and I've decided the same thing. Hopefully, the Frappuccino I want is a good one, and I hope it goes the same for her.

I'm also a little sore after jogging this morning on Wii Fit and doing some yoga exercises just about an hour ago. Hopefully, it pays off, along with me changing my eating habits since my weight is bumping back up again. I'm nearing 110 pounds and I'm hoping to keep it at least between 100 and 110, preferably 105. I'll have to take my time on the changing since it's hard to fight cravings right away and take my time with the exercise. If I can put thirty minutes of exercise each day during the summer, I'll be fine with it, especially if my weight stays around 105. If it bumps up anymore, I think I'm going to find a sledgehammer and beat a wall to death with it.

Well, with that, my dear fan, please cool me off since the cooler can't be on around this time.

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May. 6th, 2012

butterfly

Another year comes to an end

Well, actually, it came to an end three days ago.

Passed my Intro to Computer class with an A, and my Intermediate Algebra class with a B. I'm not entirely sure what I got on my Appreciation and Literature of Music class, but I'm sure I got an A in that one too. Overall, I had a good year. I'm relieved to have passed that Intermediate Algebra class. I've made it to College Algebra, and once I complete that class, I am done with math. I cannot wait to kiss it goodbye when that day finally comes.

Anyways, it's summer vacation for me until near the end of August when the new semester starts again. I'm halfway there. Just two more years and I can say goodbye to Mohave Community College with my Associate's Degree and the knowledge I acquired. I'm sure it won't be long before I'm off to achieve my goal of getting a Bachelor's Degree.

With that, my boyfriend is almost done with high school. Just three more weeks and he'll be out of there. I'll be going to prom with him this coming weekend. I still need to get a small something on my dress fixed before it comes.

Overall, things have been well. My mom's getting better from her surgery, and her voice is making a comeback. I've decided to write more and read the books I've bought but haven't touched yet. Might as well lower my list since it's big enough as it is.

With that, I think I'll pick up where I left off in The Hunger Games.

Apr. 28th, 2012

party

Exhausted, but it was worth it

Would've written this when I got home yesterday, but I was too damn tired.

I spent the whole day yesterday at the Adventuredome with my boyfriend and his fellow senior class along with a few other people from the high school I graduated from. Surprisingly, I did not go home sick compared to when I went over there with my senior class two years ago. Overall, it didn't change that much, but the differences were that the Inverter was shut down. The mechanism that flips it was torn apart. The Sling Shot was also closed for some reason, but the Rim Runner, the water ride, was open to us. When I was there two years ago, the Inverter and the Sling Shot were open, but the Rim Runner wasn't due to the fact that it was broke. Basically, I had a fun time over there. Went on the Rim Runner four times and got my boyfriend to go with me. The funny part was that we sat in the same row in the same spots every time we went on. It surprised me that my motion sickness didn't kick in after the first time I went on it. I'm assuming it was due to the fact that it was a smooth ride until the end when it drops down and you get splashed with the water. Basically, I knew it was coming. My boyfriend and I got splashed a lot in the spots we sat in.

The Rim Runner, the Disk-O, the Drifters (basically the Ferris Wheel), the Spongebob 4-D ride and the Happy Feet virtual ride were the only rides I went on, and thankfully, my motion sickness did not kick in to the fullest. After the Happy Feet ride, I felt a little nauseated, but my boyfriend helped me conquer it by buying a bag of salted peanuts for me, and they helped a lot.

The Disk-O was originally my favorite ride, but now, the Rim Runner has become my favorite ride, with the Disk-O falling in second place.

Besides the Rim Runner, one memorable thing was when my boyfriend won something for me at one of the crane games. The crane game in particular had plushies of the three starter Pokemon in the Pokemon Black and White series: Snivy, Tepig and Oshawott. I managed to win him a Tepig plushie by doing most of the work in getting it to stand up correctly, and my boyfriend ended up getting it. Of course, I wanted the Oshawott plushie since I love Water-type Pokemon. However, they were all in a position where it was tough to get. So, we decided on the one sitting beneath a Snivy plushie. He managed to move the Snivy plushie to where he could get the Oshawott one, and when he brought that crane down a second time, I thought he didn't get it, but he managed to surprise me by getting both the Snivy and Oshawott plushie. Two for the price of one. He gave me the Oshawott plushie, and he offered to give me the Snivy one, but I told him he could keep it. I gave him a big hug for pulling that off. It's not every day that people can do that.

Overall, yesterday was a fun day, and that Oshawott plushie my boyfriend won me is my definite memento of it. I wouldn't mind going back again in the future, especially for Fright Dome.

Apr. 21st, 2012

butterfly

Won't be long now

Soon enough, it'll be the end of the semester and that means summer vacation. Of course, that also means finals are approaching and I'll have to study hard. Overall, I had a good year. Hopefully, it keeps up.

My mom is doing okay. Of course, due to her throat, she has to take it easy, and I've been helping her around the house. She'll have her stitches removed on the 27th. Personally, I can't bear to think about that. It just sounds so painful. Her voice is starting to come back. Hopefully, it won't be long before it does return. Apparently, during the surgery, they hit a nerve of some sort, and her voice became hoarse. Hopefully, time will remedy that situation. I really want to see her up and about again. When I saw her in the hospital bed yesterday, I wanted to tear up. Anyways, at least she's okay, and I don't have to worry so much.

Speaking of the 27th, I'll be joining my boyfriend and his fellow seniors at the Adventuredome in Vegas. Gosh, it feels as if I was going over there with my fellow senior class two years ago. Of course, this time, I'm only going on a couple rides. The last time I went on the rides, my motion sickness issue kicked in and I ended up throwing up on the way home. This time, I'm going to be more cautious so that I don't get sick again. There's also a couple rides that I wanted to get on, but didn't due to time. Maybe I might get that chance when it comes.

I watched the animated series of Devil May Cry a couple weeks ago, and my addiction to it has resurfaced, causing a new plot bunny to form in my mind and distract me. Hopefully, I can satisfy it soon since I want to get back to my other stories.

Well, with that, I better go take care of a few things.

Apr. 19th, 2012

butterfly

Maybe now, I can sleep peacefully...

After worrying all week, I'm finally at ease.

My mother went through surgery on her throat earlier today, and she's okay. My dad and I will be picking her up from the hospital tomorrow. Something was growing in her throat, but it was unclear whether or not it was cancerous, which was why the surgery was done. When I spoke to her on the phone, her voice was hoarse. Due to that, I only talked to her for a couple minutes. Hopefully, she'll be a little more talkative tomorrow.

At least she's okay and my mind is at ease of anxiety and worry. Now I can sleep without having to tear up as I drift into slumber.

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Apr. 2nd, 2012

love is war

Explain to me why things are more complicated than before

Just somebody please explain that to me.

First off, I want to get a graduation and birthday present for my boyfriend, but he's not really helping me since he won't tell me what he likes or at least give me a clue. Asking advice from my mother didn't help either because she had to throw more bullshit at me, and she doesn't know what he likes as much as I do.

To make matters worse, my boyfriend is in a bad mood and I left him alone despite him wanting me to keep talking to him. However, I was afraid I'd say the wrong thing and add more fuel to the fire, and it's in my instincts to leave someone alone when they're in a bad mood. Hopefully, he's not too mad at me. Otherwise, I don't know what I'll do.

This is your high school graduation and birthday coming up, babe. Can't you at least pull your head out of your ass and give me even just a little help? I'm not asking for much, but I guess that is too much for you.

I didn't have a real good day. Well, I did until this afternoon and it worsened a couple hours earlier. I really need to get away.

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Mar. 31st, 2012

butterfly

Yay for madness

The birthday party turned out to be a blast.

I hung out with two boys who were the sons of a couple of my mom's co-workers, and made three new friends. It was a fun afternoon. We hung around one of the boys' truck and walked around the park a couple times, and that was good because I needed the exercise. Other than that, I had a fun time. Hell, anytime I get out of the house, I'm having fun, even when I'm having a shitty day.

Time flew by so fast the whole time I was there. It's like sand in an hourglass.

Well, wanted to let that out while it was still fresh in my mind. Going to go do some homework and write more on my stories.

Mar. 28th, 2012

butterfly

I need a lullaby...

I just want to be lulled to sleep and forget some things.

First off, I found out that I didn't do as well as I expected on the math test I took yesterday. I got a 79%, and that's not bad, but I was expecting a little bit of a higher score than that. As long as my overall average is a B in that class, I won't be complaining. Also, I forgot to submit an assignment I did today for my computer class, and so, I have to submit it when I go back to class tomorrow as my laptop doesn't support Microsoft Access. I cannot believe that I fucking forgot that. I don't know where the hell my mind is.

To add to it, I got into a disagreement with my boyfriend last night, and I am at fault for it. I promised to distract him from his sickness but I wasn't able to due to a massive headache that manifested. So, I feel bad because I felt I let him down. It's times like this that make me want to disappear.

We've only been able to communicate via Facebook due to his phone being a douche, and personally, I am hoping the problem persists. I sent him a message as a test, and I haven't gotten a response, which is good enough for me.

Hopefully, the birthday party I'm going to this Saturday will help remedy things, or hell, maybe I won't go at all. I'm not sure.

I think I'll do some writing. If I can't write, I'll probably read.

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Mar. 24th, 2012

butterfly

Almost there with a lesson learned

It really feels like this semester just started. I can't believe I'm over halfway done with it. I cannot wait for summer to roll around. I have a feeling it'll be a good one.

I found out a couple weeks ago that the insect bite on my leg is a recluse spider bite, and trust me. These bites are nasty as hell. When I was bit, it swelled, it started hurting like a bitch and the center of the swelling turns black, and that's where the venom is. The venom of a recluse is known as necrotic, which slowly kills living tissue. It can even get to the bone and destroy it too. I've seen some pictures where the necrotic toxin spreads, and in all honestly, I'm relieved it didn't spread anymore than a small portion of the center of the swelling. When the damn thing finally popped (Let it pop on its own.), it bled out, and the venom came out with it. What was left was a hole, and kind of a deep one. You could see the meat. It was terrible. Anyways, I then sprayed it with disinfectant spray because the last thing I wanted was for that hole to get infected, and then my mother crushed a penicillin pill and put the powder over the hole before covering it with gauze. Penicillin is an antibiotic and it can also be taken by mouth. We did that for the past week, and we noticed slight improvement each day. Right now, the hole is almost leveled, and I started using the bandages with antibiotics in the middle once it got to that point. I also started applying Vitamin E oil, which minimizes scar tissue. I knew that bite would leave a scar, and I don't want to see too much of a scar. Other than that, I'm just relieved I treated the bite when I did. Otherwise, I think the venom would've spread and I probably would've lost my leg.

An effective at-home remedy for these bites is baking soda and water, and I found this on the net while I was searching for remedies. Mix baking soda with water to form a paste and apply the paste over the bite. Let it dry, then brush it off and apply more. Do this three times a day and you will see results. The baking soda will absorb the toxin, neutralize any acid that the spider inflicted with the bite and also serves as an antibiotic since bacteria won't be able to grow. Of course, this remedy is good for any spider bite. It was definitely good on mine. When I started using this remedy, the bite began to peel, as if the baking soda was trying to reach the source, and I think after a few days, when I applied another coat, I noticed blood soaking through the dried paste, and I knew it popped. I let it bleed out and now, it's getting better.

Another thing to use is an ice pack. Ice reduces the swelling and temporarily relieves any pain felt from the bite. Also, elevate the bite and don't move the affected area so much. The time that my bite was swollen and hurting, I couldn't walk for a while. I had to limp my way around. That's how bad it hurt.

Believe me when I say this: it's a royal bitch to deal with a bite like mine. I'm hoping none of you that read this have to deal with something like that, or if you already have, never have to deal with another one. I'm hoping I don't have to deal with another one.

With that, moving on.

I'm happy that the weather's finally warming up. I was getting so damn fed up with the cold weather. I'm welcoming the heat with open arms. It's a little colder today due to the wind, but other than that, it's been pretty average.

I finally got back into writing, and I managed to get back into an old story that I started back when I was starting high school. I ended up revamping the title and the plot, and the only thing that hadn't changed was the names of the OCs, at least their first names. I also decided to write this one in first person and see how it turns out. It's been an interesting experience so far.

Well, with that, I think I shall go do some homework.

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